NOTE: XD This was written on my LJ first, and transferred here, so it's a tad rambly. Sorry >_<THIRTEENERS <3It's not really goodbye, is it? (x That's what I keep telling myself.
I'll still be seeing you guys again, birthday party, class chalet, and next year 314 will have 5 of you too.
So I'm not sure why I started crying.
I guess it's the idea of 213'08 ending. We'll never be 213 again. I'll never be a 213-er, sitting amongst seventeen other people, wearing the same orange shirt and cheering my heart out. I'll never gang up against teachers and zi kua 213 mockingly again. I'll never sit in that classroom and watch youtube videos, play bridge, dance around, have fun. I'll never have to get pissed at people over work again, and never worry about other people not liking me.
No, I'll still do all that, only maybe not with the same people. And that's what makes me sad, because I don't want to leave all of you. I don't want to move on.
When Alex Teo ripped off the 213 sign off our dressing room, it suddenly hit me. That it's officially over.
Next year, I'll be going for HP. It's what I wanted, I guess, what I wished for. I don't regret the choice, not at all. But I do feel horribly sad over leaving all my closest friends behind in 313. I'm, afraid.
Afraid we'll drift, because I think we will. Afraid I won't have anyone like you guys, never find people like you. Afraid that I'll start to forget about 213 and all my friendships there.
Afraid I'll change.
But fear never got anything done. And I'm fourteen now (WHOO~!). So even though I'm afraid, and worried and unsure about everything that's about to happen, starting from now, I'm going to try, at least, to move on.
You'll always be special in my heart, 213. You're the first class that made me feel like I belonged in a family, and you're the first class that made me cry. I might forget, one day, but I promise I'll do my best to keep all of you close to my heart, bury you guys deep, deep inside. (:
Thank you <3
YOUR LOVABLE MATH REP AND TALL DANCER THAT CANNOT DANCE
SIMHWEE (fwee)
if we just hold on together; 2:51 PM
